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theoneryderlynn · 4 years ago

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Self Para || What A Man Gotta Do

Location: Lima, Ohio.

Date: May 12th, 2020

Notes: Ryder goes back to Lima to ask a very important question.

Major thanks to the incredible B (@thesongbirdmarleyrose) for writing Millie’s parts!!! ❤️

“How do you do that? I’ve tried so many times, and it’s never as great.” Ryder took another sip of his mother’s Cafecito, the taste of its sweet foam still present in his mouth. He had just arrived in Lima, and happily visited his mom so he could prepare for one of the biggest moments of his life. Telling your significant other’s mother that you’re about to propose to her daughter seemed so surreal when Ryder analyzed it in his head, yet, it was the right thing to do. Marley loved her mother, so he was sure she’d appreciate how much he cared about Millie’s opinion.

He’d got lost in his thoughts for a moment before he noticed his mother sitting in front of him, sipping her cup of coffee.

“Am I led to believe that you being here while your father’s visiting the UCLA med school is a coincidence?” She spoke, raising her eyebrows a little, a warm smile on her face.

“Uh, yeah, I mean, I need to sort something out in Lima. It’s kinda important, so it had to be done this week”.

“I see. Where’s Marley? I bet she’d love to see her mom. Are you guys, okay?” Maria Lynn shuffled a bit closer to her son, concern in her voice was evident.

“She’s fine, yeah. We’re perfectly okay. I just...I need to do this thing on my own, and I told her I was here for work which isn’t exactly the truth, unfortunately, I couldn’t tell her why I’m visiting so yeah…” Ryder spoke very quickly, he didn’t like lying to his girlfriend, but he couldn’t share the reason for his short Lima trip. It’d ruin the surprise. He put the cup of coffee to his mouth, trying to take a sip, not realizing that it was empty.

“Mom, can I have one more cup of coffee?”

“You’ve already had two, that’s enough.”

Ryder bounced a little bit on his chair. He was so nervous, “If you say so…” He grumbled, before lifting himself and crossing his legs over each other. His mother knew something was up, so she kept quiet as she was drinking her coffee.

“I have a question.” Ryder finally spoke up after a moment of silence, “Imagine a very hypothetical situation. Very hypothetical.” He stated philosophically, looking over to his mother. He took his empty mug and started staring at its Spiderman design, trying to distract himself for a moment.

“So if Freya was dating a guy who wanted to marry her...which I’m sure will happen sooner or later.” Ryder said, knowing that his mom and his sister talked to each other every day, “And he would decide to visit you to ask for your permission...Hypothetically.” Ryder emphasized the last word, “What would you want him to say? What would you wanna hear?”

His mother scrunched her nose up as she listened to his question, “Well, I’m sure he’d rather talk to your dad.” She replied casually, before crossing her arms and leaning back on the chair, a small smirk present on her face.

“Yeah, but what if dad wasn’t here? Like...it’s a hypothetical situation.” Ryder realized that he was now staring at the ceiling, “What if dad had to go on a year-long conference or something. And you’d be here on your own. I know it won’t happen since you’re a kickass pediatrician and an awesome doctor, and you do lectures as well; it’s just...a situation. A possible scenario.” He rambled on as he ruffled his hair, still avoiding eye contact.

Maria Lynn chuckled as she listened carefully to her son’s words, clearly amused by most of them, “Oh, Ry.” She said with a smile, finally meeting her boy’s eyes, “Go and talk to Millie. She loves you, she’s known you for years, I’m sure she’ll be so happy to hear that you two are ready for the next step.”

“MOM, IT’S A HYPOTHETICAL SITUATION,” Ryder said utterly seriously. He started playing with his fingers for a moment, before he stood up, “Uh, I gotta go.”

“If it is a hypothetical situation…” His mother started, which caused Ryder to immediately take a seat once again, “If I had known the guy for years, I would happily give him my blessing and it wouldn’t matter what he’d tell me. I would know that he loves my daughter more than anything; it’s everything I could’ve ever wanted for her.” She said with a genuine smile on her face, knowing that it was precisely what her son needed.

Ryder nodded slowly, “Thanks, mom. And remember - it’s a hypothetical situation. So, ugh…” He bit on his lower lip nervously, “Can we keep this conversation between us?” He asked quietly, rubbing his right cheek, not really sure what to do with his hands.

“Absolutely, honey.”

“Awesome.” Ryder replied, “Awesome. Awesome.” He repeated, before standing up and heading towards the hallway. He knew he was ready, “Uhm, I’ll be back soon. I need to, you know…” He pointed awkwardly at the door after putting his jacket on.

“I’ll make dinner. I was thinking of doing some of your favorites…” His mother said with a massive smile on her face. Food usually perked him up.

“Empanadas!” Ryder almost jumped, bringing up one of his favorite dishes.

“Actually, I wanted to make double cheese arepas. They’ll be ready when you get back.”

“Oh my, yes, please! Thanks, mom!” His eyes widened as he quickly ran towards the door, “I’ll be back soon! Can’t miss those arepas.” He said excitedly, before storming out of his parents’ house, ready for one of the most important conversations of his life.

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“Okay, you got this. You got this.” Ryder walked back and forth, making sure that he wouldn’t get too close to the Rose household. He took a deep breath and almost approached the front door before turning back, “No, I can’t. I suck, I don’t know what to say.”

He realized he was talking to himself. Never in a million years, he would’ve thought he’d be so stressed. He closed his eyes for a moment and let himself breathe for a couple of minutes. If someone saw him right now, they’d think he was an idiot. Ryder took his phone and glanced at his lock screen. A small smile curled at the corners of his mouth as he saw himself with his girlfriend, their love so apparent in the picture, “Okay, babe. I’m so gonna nail this”. He said, still staring at the photo, somehow seeing Marley gave him confidence.

He knocked at the door and rocked back and forth on his heels waiting for Marley’s mom to open. When she finally did, Ryder felt speechless. Damn it. While he’d spent so much time with Millie over the past years, he had no idea what to say at that particular moment.

“Hi, Ms. Rose!” He gave her an awkward wave, “I was just in town, and I thought I’d come by and visit.” Ryder babbled, “Just in case, Marley’s fine, she’s in New York, she’s doing great, we’re cool…” He trailed off for a second, trying to find suitable words to describe the situation, “She doesn’t know I’m here, and please, please don’t tell her you saw me. I can explain, I just wanna keep it between us. It’s not what you think.” He lowered his voice as he rambled on, knowing that he probably sounded like a fool. It was clear that he was very nervous.

As Millie opened her door, she was a bit surprised to see Ryder standing there especially without her daughter. Once the young man had insured her that her daughter was okay, she relaxed a bit. As he talked, she nodded in understanding. The poor boy seemed nervous, so it must be he had something important to say or ask. She had some idea what it could be, but regardless reminded herself to keep an open mind. After Ryder explained himself, she invited him in.

He thanked Ms. Rose as he was invited inside. Ryder left his jacket and his shoes in the hallway and followed the woman inside the house. He smiled at some of the memories that involved this place; he remembered the times when he used to visit Marley every day during summer vacation, and they’d just make out in her room hoping that her mom wouldn’t walk in on them. Good, old college times.

Millie continued to watch him as they moved to the kitchen. If it was something important he wanted to talk to her about, then she figured it would be best they were comfortable and sitting. After they were both seated, she asked if he needed anything to drink or eat. After he decline, she sat back and waited for him to start talking about what he wanted to discuss with her.

Ryder took a seat on the couch in the living room, his hands shaking a little bit. After being asked if he’d have anything to drink, he declined. He definitely didn’t need more coffee or tea.

“Uhm, so you’re probably wondering why I’m here…” He started out chewing on his lip a little. It’s now or never.

As the boy spoke, a smile crossed Millie’s face. “It had crossed my mind why you are here.” She hoped that her smile would put him at ease some.

Ryder looked over at Marley’s mom, trying to remember to keep eye contact with her all the time, something he usually struggled with during some crucial conversations.

“I’m sorry, I know I’m acting weird, but I just wanted to talk about something pretty important.” He spoke, remembering his mom’s words. His feelings were the dealbreakers here, “I’m thrilled that Marls and I have made it to New York. It’s been really great so far, we’re healthy, we’re doing okay, and she’s also about to release some new music. It’s kind of like a dream come true.”

“I’m very glad you are healthy and okay. You two both deserve nothing, but good things and I’m glad you are getting them even if it’s in another state,” she said while mostly teasing about that last statement.

“I love Marley with all my heart; she’s my home, she’s my dream. I believe I can’t be fully happy if I don’t have her in my life. You know how she is…smart, talented, cute…it’s kinda hard to live without all of this in your life.” He grinned, his eyes sparkling as was talking, “I know her, and I know how close you two are, and I just thought she’d want me to talk to you first…it seems like the right thing to do.”

Even though part of her wanted to speak, she knew that it must be hard for Ryder to get out what he was trying to say judging on how nervous he appeared. So, she sat quietly and nodded appropriately.

Ryder took a deep breath for a moment before he continued, “Which is why I’m here, and that’s the reason why I haven’t told her about this trip.” He explained with a small shrug, “Ms. Rose, I would like to ask Marley to marry me, and I would love your permission and blessing. If you say ‘no,’ I’ll wait. You’ve known me for years, and you know how I feel about your daughter. I’ll do my best to make her happy for the rest of my life.”

He still kept his eyes focused on Marley’s mom, hoping that she saw how genuine he was being. Even if his girlfriend’s parents had never made it to marriage, he knew that Millie wanted the best for her child, so he sincerely hoped the woman saw his best intentions. All he had to do was wait for the woman’s response.

His question only came as somewhat of a surprise. Millie knew that the two of them were getting more serious and the next step seemed to be heading towards a marriage. It touched her that Ryder would think to ask her permission. Usually this kind of thing was saved for the father, but since Marley’s dad hadn’t been around for years, she was happy he had thought to ask her. Millie knew how happy Ryder made her daughter. Millie could remember back when they weren’t even dating yet acted like a couple. Marley had been in denial back then, but now she was not shy to say how in love she was. Marriage may not have been in the cards for her, but Millie was glad that wasn’t turning her daughter away from marriage or love. After a few minutes of thinking, she knew that Ryder was expecting an answer.

Millie took a deep breath and looked at the young man seriously. “So you are asking me for my daughter’s hand in marriage? I don’t know,” she paused for a moment before smiling, “How I couldn’t say yes. You make my daughter so happy and I can tell that you really care for her. I know you will do right by her because you have for the past few years. I’m happy that you will be the man she marries. She deserves her happily ever after and I’m glad that it will be with you. So just in case there was any confusion, I absolutely give you my blessing and I promise not to tell Marley. Welcome to the family Ryder,” she told him with a smile and stood up to give him a hug.

#self para #para: what a man gotta do #eventwhatif #//it's either 2 or 20 paragraphs there's no in between when it comes to my self paras #ryder lynn rp

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not-so-innocent-bi-sander · 7 years ago

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“No, like.... I just can’t believe you’re actually wearing MY clothes.” -Virgil (I want someone to wear my son’s hoodie :> )

I did my best! I could have gone more romantic with it… but this popped into my head and I liked it :)

No pairings, just a funny moment I guess?

“Has anyone seen Virgil?” Patton asked, walking into the common room. Without looking up from his newspaper, Logan replied.

“I believe he is assisting Thomas today, we probably won’t see him until after dinner.” Patton’s shoulders slumped down in sadness.

“Aww…” sadly escaped his lips as he plopped down next to the logical side on the couch.

“Did you need assistance with something?” Logan inquired, wondering what the source of Patton’s sadness was.

“Oh no, I just like spending time with the little guy.” He admitted, shrugging and chuckling.

“Little guy? Patton he is the largest of all of us.” Logan reminded the fatherly figure.

Before Patton could explain himself, Roman sashayed his way into the living room.

“Greetings! What are the goings on in here?” He asked loudly.

“Patton seems to missing Virgil.” Logan stated plainly.

“Oh? And where has our little Para-morose gotten to?” Roman asked, his eyes scanning the room as if he would spot their delightful emo hiding behind a chair.

“He will be assisting Thomas for what is more than likely the rest of the day.” Logan explained once again

.“Well that just won’t do! If our lovely Padre over here is missing his favorite All-American Reject, we can’t just let him be forlorn! I have a plan!” He exclaimed loudly. Patton perked up immediately.

“What do you have in mind, Roman?” Patton asked eagerly.

“Simple, watch!”

Roman spun around and when he faced them again, he was dressed just like Virgil. Seeing as they were all essentially the same, his impression was quite good. Not perfect, as Virgil was the thinnest of them all and Roman was the only one of them with defined muscle tone. The skinny jeans didn’t look quite right on him, but at a glance, he would definitely pass as Virgil. Well, besides the fact that Roman consistently has his chest puffed out and his overall demeanor just looked… incorrect for the anxious side.

“Ah! Roman you look so much like Virgil!” Patton beamed, looking over at the regal side. Logan scoffed lightly.

“Firstly, Roman, you may have the outfit correct but I would think a thespian such as your self would realize you would have to change your mannerisms greatly if you wanted to pass as Anxiety. Secondly, how is this going to make Patton feel any better? Virgil is no closer to being here.” Logan explained, standing to look over Roman more closely. Now it was Roman who scoffed.

“Oh you think it’s so easy? Why don’t you show me how its done then, undergrad-uated cylinder?” Roman cast a hand at Logan and suddenly he was dressed in the all black outfit Anxiety chose when he first began appearing in Thomas’s videos.“Didn’t we all agree we weren’t going to change anyone who didn’t want to be changed?” Logan stated, his hand rising to his temple.

“Oh Logan! You look just like Virgil!!” Patton squealed in excitement. It was true, Logan was the next thinnest after Virgil and he was the closest in size to Thomas. So while he didn’t look as out of place as Roman did, he was a decent percent shorter than Virgil was. Although the lack of emotion on his face did help with his portrayal.

Patton was bouncing on his toes now, this was just so cute. Two of his favorite people dressed as his other favorite person. Ignoring the fact that the two of them were now bickering over correctly acting like Virgil, of course. Patton suddenly interjected.

“Roman!!!” He squealed, causing both of the pseudo-Virgils to stop arguing and look at him.

“My turn! I wanna be Virgil too!” Roman paused a moment before casting a hand toward Patton with a smirk.

Patton was a Virgil that had never been caught on camera. Teenage Anxiety. His hair was so long in the front that Patton probably couldn’t see, he wore the same ripped black skinny jeans that the other two did, but his shirt was a ripped and faded MCR concert tee and he wore a thin black choker around his neck.

“Aww… look at me! Teen Virgil!” He was beaming which looked entirely confusing for the character, but Patton and Virgil were the least physically similar anyway. Patton was the shortest one around, but he was also the one who had the thickest thighs and most bountiful backside. The skinny jeans, while in actuality looked very nice on his more ample lower half, didn’t come across at all like the Tim Burton-esque anxious trait.

It was only a moment of peace before Virgil-Roman and Virgil-Logan went back to bickering and Patton simply decided to make a game of flipping his bangs up and down. This went on for a few minutes before the sound of Virgil appearing made them all freeze in their tracks. He and Thomas both appeared in the mindscape, Thomas still looking at Virgil.

“Hey guys, we thought we’d get your input on-“ he stopped mid sentence when he saw Virgil’s eyes go wide and scan the room. They were all silent as Thomas and Virgil tried to make sense of the scene around them.

“What.” Was all Virgil could manage.

“We can explain!” came Teen Angst-Patton, his bangs obstructing almost all of his face.

“Correct! You see, Patton was missing you and then Roman decided to-“ Anxiety version 1-Logan began attempting to explain but was cut off.

“Dont pin this all on me, Calculator Watch!” Purple and Black-Roman chimed in, resuming the bickering between himself and the normally tie-clad trait.

Thomas and Virgil watched the scene unfold, Patton in the background mumbling rapidly and incoherently about hoping Virgil wasn’t angry with them.

“Guys! Stop!” Suddenly came the real Virgil’s voice. They all looked fearfully at the dark trait, worried he would be upset. But just the opposite, he began to laugh. They had never heard him laugh so hard or so honestly ever before. It was a deep belly laugh that was infectious to the point that they all joined in after a moment, all of them with tears in their eyes. When the laughter finally died down, Patton chimed in once more.

“So… You aren’t mad?”

“No, like… I just can’t believe you’re actually wearing MY clothes. You all look… ridiculous.” He chuckled.

#thomas sanders #sander sides #fluff prompt #virgil sanders #patton sanders #logan sanders #roman sanders #lamp #Sanders sides fanfic

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eldestatlantica-blog · 7 years ago

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Our Little Secret || Self Para

One night alone, that was all Attina wanted. So, when her old classmate, Mariah, sent her an invitation to her birthday, Attina jumped at the opportunity. A night out in London without Luca? She'd be dumb to not take that offer.

“Ah! Attina!” Mariah ran over as Attina walked into the loud crowded club. “I can't believe you actually came!” Her friend shouted. Attina rarely went to parties that didn't benefit her social standing. She didn't have time to fit pleasure into her calendar. “Regardless, I'm so excited! Everyone is up in V.I.P.”

Attina moved through the crowd and let the music carry her to where the rest of Mariah’s guests were located. She knew a few of the guests. A majority were from the London party scene. Mathias, another student who was in the exchange program at Castelobruxo, showed and kept Attina company.

More and more people came that knew her. Being who she was, everyone felt like they personally knew her. It was a chore to keep up with them all. Respite came in the color of red.

“Timothy,” Attina greeted her sister’s new love interest with a kiss on the cheek. “Or should I say future-brother-in-law?”

“Not yet. I'd ask you first,” Timothy laughed lightly before ordering a drink. “How've you been? We missed you at the games this year. Although, I am not disappointed with your replacement.”

“Oh, please,” Attina swatted his arm, “no one can replace Attina Atlantica.”

“This is true but Adella is quite lovely.”

“Speaking of,” Attina narrowed her gaze on him as his drink arrived, “what is it I heard you slept in her room?”

“Don't worry, Attina,” he waved the bartender back over. “Nothing happened. What are you drinking?”

“Vodka and sprite.”

The night progressed and the pair rehashed old stories. “Do you remember the time Javier took that girl home and found out she was a guy?”

“Oh, Merlin! Yes!” Attina leaned back to laugh and almost fell over. “I guess I'm a bit drunker than I thought I was.”

“Don't die on me now. I don't want that fiancé of yours to come after me.” Timothy laughed as the corners of his mouth lifted with a smirk.

“Luca couldn't do anything but throw a tantrum,” Attina grumbled as she tossed back the rest of her drink.

“Tina, Tim,” Mariah ran over to the bar where they stood, “you have to dance!” They looked at one another and shrugged. Dancing couldn't hurt.

Timothy let Attina lead the way. They were crammed against one another as the dance floor pulsed with bodies. Their drunk eyes held one another in their gaze. Timothy held her close, his strong hand holding her at the curve of her back. Attina’s petite fingers trailed the collar of his shirt and held him there.

Attina knew she shouldn't be so close with Timothy. He was Adella’s. But he gave her the power. She forgot what that felt like. She needed it like she needed air. And she drank it up like she was stranded in a desert for centuries.

The party died down and Mariah spoke about hitting another club. “I'm good. You guys can go.”

“Aw, Attina. Come with us!” Mariah bounced up and down as she begged.

“No, I'm good. I'm just going to apparate home.”

“You're in no shape to apparate! Just come with us!”

Timothy chimed in, “My hotel is local. You can rest there for a little bit.”

“I-”

“Oh Merlin, thank you, Timothy. I'd die if something horrible happened to Tina!” Mariah hugged them and took off.

“So much for wanting me to go,” Attina muttered as the party left.

“You can put your bag down. Do you want anything to drink?” Timothy said as they walked into the hotel room.

“Water?” Attina asked as she put her bag down on the small glass table near the door.

“Vodka it is…”

Attina stepped beside Timothy as he poured her drink, “Aren't I drunk enough?”

His chocolate eyes looked down at her as he smirked, “the Attina I knew could handle her alcohol.”

“The Attina you knew wasn't getting married in a month,” she playfully hip-checked him as she took the drink from the counter.

“Attina Atlantica can't be off the market that easily. What will we do without her?”

“You'll be off the market soon,” Attina’s finger traced the lines on the lampshade as she walked by. “We're all bound for marriage. That's our job; marry pure and make more pureblood babies.”

“Is that what you want?” Timothy walked toward the white couch and took a seat with his own drink, Maker’s Mark on the rocks.

Attina slipped from her heels before taking a seat beside him. “Well, yeah. It's all I've ever wanted.”

“You sound like Adella.”

“Ha! No.” Attina's face was a firm line before she cracked a smile. “I love my sister but she's an idealist. I want children to further our line. She wants children because they're cute.”

“So, do you fancy yourself a realist?” Timothy asked stretching his arm across the back of the couch.

“Yes,” Attina’s feet tucked under her legs as she took another sip of her drink. “I'm no fool. My marriage is arranged. Luca and I will never love each other the same way, say, Adella and you love each other. I don't need love to thrive.”

“What if you could have love?”

“Love is a commodity I cannot afford.”

“But I'm asking what if you could?”

“I still wouldn't want it”

“Why’s that?”

“Love is fleeting.”

“You are a true cynic,” Timothy laughed into his drink. “I guess Javier was right.”

“What else did Javier tell you?” Attina asked curiously.

“The sex was great,” he smirked against the rim of his glass. “I guess I'll never know…”

“We were teens. I've improved,” she winked.

“Don't tease me like that. You're off the market,” he leaned in with a low grumble before standing up to return his empty glass.

“You have Adella. I'm sure she'd be willing to help you with that,” her eyes motioned toward his pants.

“We haven't slept together,” Timothy flipped the empty cup upside down and moved away from the bar. “I am a gentleman,” he said trying to remove his tie.

“You're going to stick with that lie?” Attina rose from the couch and shook her head at his pathetic attempts at freeing his neck from the tie.

“It's the truth,” he said watching her fingers gently untangle the silk fabric.

“Does she not do it for you?” Attina asked a bit offended.

“No,” he laughed.

“Don't like brunettes?”

“Oh, I love brunettes,” he lifted Attina’s face to look at him. “There's nothing wrong with Adella.”

Attina felt her cheeks flush as she freed herself from his touch, “Good.”

They stood there in silence. “I should go lay down,” Attina spoke first. “Do you have a shirt I can borrow?”

“Yes, come over this way,” Timothy motioned toward the large closet and led Attina that way. He went through the small selection of pressed white shirts. Then he handed one to Attina.

“Thank you,” she held it against her lap. “Can you unzip the back a bit?”

“Sure,” Timothy said as she turned her back to him. He pulled the silver tab down slowly and watched as it exposed her delicate skin.

“Thanks,” she said softly looking at him over her shoulder.

Attina changed in the bathroom and came out in his shirt. “You're a massive human being.” Attina rolled up the sleeves as she walked through the hotel room.

“It's all muscle,” Timothy commented as he walked around in sweats. Attina had never seen him that undressed and almost blushed for him. But she wasn't surprised. He was a quidditch player.

“That it is,” she laughed as she tapped her fingers on the back of the couch. “I guess I'll crash on the couch for a little.”

“You can have the bed.”

“It's yours. I wouldn't want to intrude. I'm good on the couch. Plus, I'm only here to sober up a bit more.” Attina walked around the couch and paused as they passed each other. “Excuse me.”

“Luca doesn't know what he's getting,” Timothy said quietly.

“Excuse me?” Attina asked defensively. What did her sister tell her new beau?

“He's just lucky. I'd kill to see this every night,” Timothy exhaled as his hands raked over his face. “I shouldn't say things like that. I'm dating your sister.”

“We can pretend like you didn't,” Attina tapped his chest gently. His hands held her hips and brought her closer to him and pressed his lips to hers. “And that, too.”

“What about this?” Timothy kissed her again, deepening it with each movement. Attina’s arms wrapped around his neck as he picked her up. The alarm bells rang in her mind but she ignored them.

“Not the bed,” she said against his lips as he changed directions and laid her on the couch. His hand pushed the fabric up her leg as he kissed her. All Attina could think of was what Luca had done to her. How he stripped her of her dignity and control. Timothy could've ignored her wishes. But he didn't. He was gentle in comparison. There was no way her body was giving it up. Not anytime soon, anyway.

Attina placed her hand on his chest and pushed him back. “Are you okay?”

She rolled him onto his back and straddle his hips. “You're fine…” her hips rolled as her voice trailed off.

Timothy exhaled sharply as he let his hands explore the petite woman’s body. He pushed the shirt over her head and pulled her lips toward his again. Their kisses were hasty and more clothing came off as they continued. Well, more of her clothing came off, what very little she had on to start with. Attina hadn't allowed Timothy to take his pants off but she could feel how badly he wanted to.

“Attina,” he growled as his thumbs rolled against her tender peeks. “Merlin, I want you so bad.”

“How bad?” She asked with a breathless moan.

“So bloody bad,” he held her hips harder, pressing himself against her center.

Attina slid her small hand beneath the waistband and held his thickness. With each stroke, he moaned. She enjoyed every agonizing second of the torture she inflicted on him. She felt like herself sitting on top of him. The control was palpable once more. She felt guilty that it was the man her sister was so fond of but her guilt faded quickly.

Timothy swung his feet from the couch and sat with her spread over him. His hips lifted and he pulled his sweats down. His member sprang from its cloth prison and teased Attina’s fold. Her palms held onto the back of the couch and lowered her body into his shaft. A whimper escaped Attina’s mouth as Timothy pushed deeper into her center. He held her rear as she rode him, her body bouncing to the rhythm of their breaths.

While inside her, Timothy lifted her off the couch and carried her to the floor, gently placing her down as his body stretched out. She felt a twinge of panic as his rough hands glided up her arms and hesitated on her wrists. But the panic faded when his hands laced with hers and held her hands above her head.

Attina wasn't expecting to finish. It had been so long since she had. The sensation shook her core as the pleasure resonated from her lips, “Fuck!” Then she felt him finish with similar sentiments. He kissed her softly as Attina tangled her fingers in his ginger locks.

Timothy rolled over onto the floor and pulled Attina close to hold her. “We don't speak a word of this,” she stated as her fingers walked along the cuts of his muscles.

“Our little secret,” he said sleepily as the alcohol and the sex finally dragged him down.

In the morning, Timothy woke to an empty room and a note:

Thank you, -A.A.

written in the flowing elegant handwriting of none other than Attina Atlantica.

#selfpara #selfie #closed #sorry not sorry

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theburglcr · 7 years ago

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“Finders keepers, suckers!” note: i haven’t added a quote for every single thing in the game, but it’s still a long read. i mostly just came up with the relatively ‘important’ quotes. that said, please enjoy.

Shovel- “Truly my best friend.” Pickaxe- “I love the rocky irony here.” Razor- “This is why people don’t have beards.” Hammer- “Any work well done just begs for a load of this.” Lucy the Axe- “Between you and me, he thinks ya look sharp.” Feather Pencil- “My grammar is better than most.” Brush- “Never been the hairdressin’ sort, myself.” Saddle- “But is it comfortable for the animal?” Salt Lick- “Don’t taste-test, don’t taste-test...” Miner Hat- “Never thought I’d find one again!” Endothermic Fire- “All sense is gone along with the darkness.” Mushlight- “Will my stomach glow if I eat this?” Willow’s Lighter- “I should never be trusted with this.” Bottle Lantern- “My brightest idea so far.” Buoyant Chiminea- “Water can’t steal the fire from me now.” Backpack- “Imagine all the money you can fit in there.” Piggyback- “Here’s hopin’ it’s not as sweaty.” Bug Net- “What a fearsome, vicious hunter I am.” Fishing Rod- “I hope to catch hidden treasure with this.” Straw Roll- “Sleepin’ with straw gettin’ in your clothes. Great.” Fur Roll- “This feels morbid somehow.” Umbrella- “Not today, elements.” Compass (generic)- “Wish it could point me towards treasure.” Luxury Fan- “I bet I could fly with two of these.” Siesta Lean-to- “I’m a shade master.” Pretty Parasol- “Frilly, but will do.” Telltale Heart- “Why do I hafta fix them if they mess up?” Booster Shot- “Rot injected through a bee stinger. Healthy!” Water Balloon- “Takin’ a bath the fun way.” Whirly Fan- “The things I do for a lil’ coolin’...” Bernie- “Ya don’t look like you’d be worth much.” Bundled Supplies- “Oh hoh! The thrill this brings me!” Booty Bag- “Where have ya been all my life!?” Silly Monkey Ball- “The humane solution to their meddlin’.” Anti-Venom- “Tropical insurance.” Crock Pot- “I ain’t no cook, but it should help me.” Bee Box- “They work hard, then I steal from them.” Bucket-o-Poop- “Ew. Good thing I wear gloves.” Science Machine and Alchemy Engine- “This is where the magic happens.” Thermal Measurer- “Let’s see the cold sneak up on me now.” Lightning Rod- “Never hurts to lessen the chances.” Gunpowder- “No safe is too strong!” Cartographer’s Desk- “Closest thing to an artistic outlet.” Accomploshrine- “I don’t know what I did, but I did it?” Spear- “I miss my daggers.” Boomerang- “A loyal weapon if I’ve ever seen one.” -- (hit self)- “$!@#! That smarts!” Blow Dart- “I ain’t no coward, but when in Rome...” Fire Dart- “Fear the albino dragon!” Sleep Dart- “Should I worry if I yawn after usin’ this?” Football Helmet- “I’m wearin’ the pig’s butt as a hat.” Grass Suit- “... Sure this will protect me.” Log suit- “I’m not on board with being hurt. Heh.” Marble Suit- “This armor’s the direct opposite of what I am.” Bee Mine- “Boom, bees.” Tooth Trap- “Come get a piece of me now, doggies!” Shelmet- “Function over fashion...” Snurtle Shell Armor- “A less dignified way to hide from trouble.” Scale Mail- “I’m this hot on my own, thanks.” Electric Dart- “Can’t come up with a joke. I’m shocked.” Tail o’ Three Cats- “I’m not even using it and I feel sorry already.” Spear Gun- “Now this is more my style!” Trident- “This means mermaids exist around here, right?” Cactus Spike- “Like my daggers, but much weaker. Shame.” Cactus Armor- “Always been told I’m kind of a prick.” Birdcage- “Reminds me of jail.” -- (occupied)- “I know the feelin’.” Pig House- “Wait, does this mean they have stuff inside?” Chest- “To store my stolen goods.” Scaled Chest- “Summer ain’t gettin’ to me or my stuff.” Mini Sign (drawn on)- “What? I’m an artist too, ya know.” Friendly Scarecrow- “His smile looks like my mom’s.” Wardrobe- “If it’s purely green on the inside, that wasn’t me.” Potted Succulent- “Her name is Erikita.” Sand Castle- “Totally sure this is not a waste of time.” Seaworthy (Vanilla or ROG world)- “Buenas!” Sea Chest- “Bring your stuff everywhere ya go.” Rope- “I use this often.” Purple Gem- “The downfall of the greedy.” Nightmare Fuel- “This stuff makes me uneasy.” Marble Bean- “Is there a money bean, too?” Empty Bottle- “Not very interesting on its own.” Prestihatitator- “Prestowhat now?” Shadow Manipulator- “Not sure I should be anywhere near this thing.” Pan Flute- “Makes pickpocketin’ so much easier.” Night Light- “See to $!@# believe.” Dark Sword- “Knew I had a sharp mind, but this...” Chilled Amulet- “So this is what cool people use, huh?” Nightmare Amulet- “Makes me see what I shouldn’t see.” Life Giving Amulet- “Could make a pretty penny off of it!” Telelocator Staff- “Probably dumb to mess with this. I’m doin’ it anyway.” Old Bell- “Do the work for me, big fella.” Moon Dial- “I’ve been mooned. Heh.” Piratihatitator- “Para... Piri... MAGIC $!@#!” Straw Hat- “This’ll prevent fires from startin’ on my head.” Beefalo Hat- “Convenient humiliation.” Beekeeper Hat- “I look honest in my stealin’ with this.” Feather Hat- “Probably the most colorful I’ll ever look.” Top Hat- “Rich people headwear. I hate it.” Puffy Vest- “I’m warm, but at what cost...?” Bush Hat- “Disguise 101.” Garland- “How to look pure and unsuspectin’.” Cat Cap- “I’m sorry, kitties...” Fashion Melon- “All the green doesn’t make it less embarrassin’.” Floral Shirt- “This one was made for me.” Eyebrella- “Rain is in the eye of the beholder.” Desert Goggles- “Got somethin’ in my eye... just kiddin’.” Blubber Suit- “Eugh! It’s noisy!” Windbreaker- “I’ll stop giggling when I forget its name.” Particulate Purifier- “For when chili night gets outta hand.” Shark Tooth Crown- “Bet I can impress the mermaids with this.” Dumbrella- “More like... oh, wait.” Log Raft- “I mean... nah, can’t defend this.” Raft- “It’s a slight improvement.” Armoured Boat- “Safe piratin’.” Iron Wind- “Doubles as shark chopper, too!” Boat Cannon- “Can’t be a proper pirate without this.” Sea Trap- “One step closer to a fancy dinner.” Trawl Net- “To steal junk from the sea.” Super Spyglass- “Could only dream to see this far until now.” Captain Hat- “Makes me feel like a sea cop. Feh.” Pirate Hat- “Ahoy, ye scallywags!” Obsidian Machete and Obsidian Axe- “Hot and sharp, much like me.” Obsidian Coconade- “I can feel it burn with anticipation.” Sail Stick- “To sail away from my problems faster.” Thulecite- “My highly valuable object senses are tinglin’.” Thulecite Medallion- “Ain’t useful here.” -- (calm)- “Nothin’ worth notin’.” -- (warning)- “Woah, something’s happenin’.” -- (nightmare)- “But what does it mean?” The Lazy Forager- “Nobody can blame me for snatchin’ their stuff now!” Magiluminescence- “I’m brilliant. Heh.” Construction Amulet- “Of course the green gem is the most economic one.” The Lazy Explorer- “Catch me if ya can!” Star Caller’s Staff- “Do the stars grant wishes too or...?” Deconstruction Staff- “ ‘Tis like a magic hammer.” Thulecite Crown- “Should be worth a fortune!” Houndius Shootius- “Those ancient guys were geniuses.” Birds of the World- “I like the tauraco leucotis one.” Applied Horticulture- “Good, I’m no farmer.” Sleepytime Stories- “I can’t tell if it bores me or it’s workin’.” The End is Nigh!- “Good thing I enjoy readin’ during storms.” On Tentacles- “I’ve read enough on them to know where this is goin’.” Joy of Volcanology- “Adds more than a lil’ spice to your current situation.” Kittykit- “Cute and clever, just like its momma.” Vargling- “Cachorrito!!!” Ewelet- “Smelly but soft.” Broodling- “Gosh, so ugly yet so endearin’.” Glomglom- “I ain’t one for hugs, but you’re just so fluffy.” Giblet- “Always wanted to have a chicken.” Candy Bag- “I wanna fill it to the brim with chocolate coins.” Gift- “The best things are the ones ya don’t hafta pay for.” Winter’s Feast Tree- “I feel something growin’ three sizes inside of me! Is it my wallet?” Lucky Whistle- “I HAVE THE POWER!” Charcoal- “Oh. Christmas came early.” Pine Cone- “I stole that tree’s baby. Nice.” Marble Tree- “Okay, now gold trees must be a thing.” Totally Normal Tree- “Tremblin’ like a leaf here. Heh.” Living Log- “Same.” Flower- “Green with a dash of pretty.” Evil Flower- “Green with a dash of evil...?” Cactus- “That one’s still got its daggers.” Tumbleweed- “Let’s see the trash it’s collected!” Jungle Tree- “Sensin’ lots of loot from that tree!” Snake Den- “I can hear ya hissin’, ya know.” Brainy Sprout- “The sea’s got a comparatively tiny brain.” Palm Tree (sapling)- “I’m callin’ ya Rosie.” Regular Jungle Tree- “You’re goin’ down like a sack of bricks.” Beehive- “It contains sweet, delicious treasure.” Killer Bee Hive- “Heck no.” Hound Mound- “Those barkin’ pests come from there.” Bones- “Mine will not be found like this.” Harp Statue- “Unlikely as it sounds, I don’t have the head.” Rundown House- “If you’re gonna steal an idea, make it better at least.” Merm Head- “My nose begs for mercy.” Pig Head- “This world does make ya lose your head...” Boulder- “Destruction comes with a reward.” Gold Nugget- “I might’ve been a hero in a world without this.” Grave- “Time to work!” Grave (dug)- “A job well done.” Wooden Thing- “It feels... incomplete.” -- (fully assembled)- “Long as I can take my gold with me.” Ring Thing- “What use is a ring with no jewels?” Worm Hole- “Disgust and logic say no...” -- (open)- “... Morbid curiosity says yes.” -- (exited)- “Disgust and logic were right.” Skeleton- “Thanks for the free stuff, man.” Spider Eggs- “Wonder if I can teach them to pickpocket?” Walrus Camp- “Gives a rich Walrus vibe somehow.” Mini Glacier- “Wonder how many ‘cool’ jokes it gets.” Hollow Stump- “It’s fulla hairballs on the inside.” Glommer’s Statue- “Looks important and exploitable.” -- (mined)- “Hope it was neither.” Skeleton (self)- “I meant to do that.” Florid Postern- “Got the feelin’ its beauty is just for show.” Magma- “Great, more things to be burned by.” Stagehand- “Far too pretty and harmless. I don’t trust it.” -- (walking)- “I’m always right.” Loot Stash- “Nobody leaves something like this all on its own.” Prime Ape Hut- “My old room pales in comparison to that disaster.” Magma Pile- “Now if that doesn’t beg to be dug up...” Steamer Trunk- “The sea smiles upon me today!” Volcano- “Dangerous. Something valuable must be inside.” Slot Machine- “I know better than to linger ‘round this.” Electric Isosceles- “For the insanely lazy explorer.” Octo Chest- “We’ve made a fair trade, friend.” Debris- “Ain’t proud of that one.” Wildbore Head- “Looks mad he’s dead.” Seashell- “One of these’s gotta have a pearl inside.” X Marks the Spot- “My fingers itch in anticipation!” Rawling- “I’m deranged enough, I guess.” Watery Grave- “That’s one heckuva way to die. Hah-hah!” Wreck- “I can wreck it all the more.” Volcano Staff- “If only it made it rain money instead.” Plugged Sinkhole- “A poor attempt at hidin’ a hole.” Rope to Surface- “Shame some sunlight is neccessary.” Splumonkey Pod- “Imagine all the valuable junk they’re unaware they have.” Odd Skeleton (complete)- “Well, curiosity sated. Or is it...” Ancient Statue- “Now that’s one statue worth a million.” Ancient Pseudoscience Station- “A museum would pay a lot for this, probably.” Ornate Chest- “How temptin’! It must be a trap.” Large Ornate Chest- “Outside matches the inside.” Nightmare Light- “Shouldn’t be ‘round this, however convenient it is.” Ancient Chest- “My greed is far too great to leave it alone.” Ancient Murals: -- (first)- “Those guys sure look miserable.” -- (second)- “Can’t read this...” -- (third)- “What’s that covering them? Ink?” -- (fourth)- “Eww! What the heck!” -- (fifth)- “What was that all about?!” Coffee Plant- “I did not expect these to grow here.” Elephant Cactus- “Dagger-filled cactus ready to fire!” Obsidian- “Almost sure this costs as much as it did to get.” Charcoal Boulder- “I’d save Santa some work if I mined this.” Burnt Ash Tree- “What did ya expect?” Dragoon Den- “Looks like the ideal thieves den if I’ve ever seen one.” Woodlegs’ Cage- “Nobody’s gonna be left behind bars while I’m around!” Clockwork Knight- “A knight of shinin’ metal.” Clockwork Bishop- “Never been the religious type.” Clockwork Rook- “Can hear it stomp from all the way over here.” Charlie (the darkness monster)- “Who’s there?” Charlie (attacked by)- “$!@#! Ya coward!” Hound- “Stand back! Don’t make me run!” Red Hound- “They’re fireproof now!?” Blue Hound- “They send a chill down my spine!” Hound’s Tooth- “I’m not tremblin’, you’re tremblin’.” Krampus- “You’re not even sneaky. Bad thief!” Krampus Sack- “Ah, a proper sack for a burglar.” Tentacle Spots- “Be right back, burnin’ my gloves.” Big Tentacle- “Surface doesn’t seem so bad all of a sudden.” Werepig- “I thought I could trust ya!!!” Ghost- “This time ya might just disappear.” Tam o’ Shanter- “No newsy cap, but still nice.” Mosquito- “If ya steal my blood, I’ll steal yours. Fair warning.” Mosquito Sack- “Didn’t think I could take my threat literally...” Cave Spider- “Now that’s just unfair.” Spitter- “Can’t blame it. They’re uglier up close.” Batilisk- “Yeesh, it looks so full of hate.” Meat Bulb- “Thinks it can trick me. How cute.” Fleshy Bulb- “My personal, living trap.” Eyeplant- “The plant spies with its little eyes.” Slurper- “It leeches off my lunch. Yuck.” Dangling Depth Dweller- “If they weren’t so aggressive, I’d adopt one.” Depths Worm (lure)- “Something’s very off ‘bout that.” Varg- “No! No! No no NO!” Ewecus- “Walkin’ ball of wool and gross.” Floaty Boaty Knight- “Great, the mechanical navy is here.” Poison Mosquito- “Ya can keep the poison, thanks.” Stink Ray- “Woah, man! What’s that funky smell?” Swordfish- “This fish got its own natural dagger.” White Whale- “All white, fearsome and hates everything. Like me!” Dragoon- “Sadly, they’re not intelligent enough for a truce.” Killer Bee- “Okay, I get it. I should buzz off.” Pig (normal)- “I could mug him if needed.” -- (follower)- “I’ll teach ya to steal for me.” Bunnyman- “A white ball of adorable. Like me!” Bunny Puff- “Hope they can forgive me.” Frog- “Rana o sapo?” Rock Lobster- “Well hello, potential bodyguard.” Pengull- “Lookit all that meat waddlin’ about.” Splumonkey- “Stealin’ from the thief. The nerve!” Catcoon- “I appreciate its eye mask.” Volt Goat- “I want one.” -- (charged)- “Maybe gettin’ one can wait.” Blue Whale- “Is it cryin’? Nope, just wet.” Bottlenose Ballphin- “I love you so much.” Prime Ape- “More like a prime pain in the $!@#.” Wildbore- “Doesn’t look like someone ya can steal from.” Gobbler- “Only I steal food ‘round here!” Chester- “A burglar’s second best friend.” Mandrake (planted)- “Should be picky with this one. Heh.” Glommer- “I want a statue for doin’ nothing, too.” Grass Gekko- “Your tail is grass and I’m gonna mow it.” Hutch- “There’s empty space where its brain should be.” Canary (poisoned)- “Keep your distance.” Shifting Sands- “Sure, hide like I do- I mean a coward!” Sharkitten- “One day you’ll grow up to be as fearsome as me.” Packim Baggims- “Stop hoardin’ my fish.” Parrot Pirate- “A bird after my own heart.” Seagull- “We just want to survive. Am I right?” Doydoy- “I feel sorry enough for this thing not to kill it.” Fishermerm- “Finally, someone I can steal from without consequences!” Tallbird- “Something can only be so territorial over one thing.” Tallbird Nest (with egg)- “Looks cozy in there. I can fix that.” Tallbird Egg- “Could sell this as a dinosaur egg...” Hatching Tallbird Egg- “Am I gonna be a mom? I don’t wanna.” Smallbird- “Expected ya to have more leg. Huh.” -- (hungry) “Don’t have to regurgitate something for ya, do I?” Smallish Tallbird- “I ain’t tellin’ it about the birds and the bees.” Treeguard- “I stole too many tree lives.” Spider Queen- “Gonna need a bigger sandal.” Spiderhat- “Thinks whatever a spider can.” Deerclops- “Well, $!@# me.” Ancient Guardian- “Whatever it is you’re protectin’ will be mine.” Bearger- “A thief doesn’t share her food, bud.” Moose/Goose- “Sorry, I just haven’t laughed this hard in a while.” Moose/Goose Egg- “Can’t mess with something this big.” Mosling- “Curiosity is likely gonna kill the cat.” Dragonfly- “It was nice to meet me.” Bee Queen- “Gimme your sting, Imma give that thing right back.” Bee Queen Crown- “Fool bees, get honey.” Klaus- “Lookin’ different, Santa. New haircut?” Stag Antler- “Ya better be worth all that mess.” Toadstool- “This ain’t no prince!” Sporecap- “That thing just screams magic.” Reanimated Skeleton- “It should not be alive.” Ancient Fuelweaver- “Almost wish I didn’t have to bring ya down.” Bone Armor- “It protects a lot more than you’d think.” Bone Helm- “I’m scared of usin’ this...” Shadow Thurible- “Why does it smell like money?” Palm Treeguard- “Nothin’ a good bit of fire can’t fix.” Quacken- “The bigger they are, the more loot they give!” Chest of the Depths- “Seein’ this is very satisfying.” Sealnado- “Time to break some wind.” -- (seal form)- “Killin’ it would be easy. Far too easy.” Tiger Shark- “Tigre y tiburón... Tigreburón?” Maxwell- “He used my greed against me.” Pig King- “I can smell his richness from afar.” Wes (trapped)- “What do I get if I help ya?” Abigail- “Sucks to be you.” Bigfoot- “I need new pants.” Abigail (revival failed)- “I feel kinda sad it didn’t work. Just a little.” Antlion- “I know that face. The ‘I want your things’ face.” -- (upset)- “What did I do now?!” Yaarctopus- “Snazzy getup, man.” Egg- “Like a fragile chest with tasty treasure.” Monster Meat- “This is far from a good idea.” Morsel- “Meatling.” Leafy Meat- “I can make it tasty. Just leaf it to me.” Fish- “Dad used to eat these a lot.” Eel- “Think I’m feelin’ eel.” Winter Koalefant Trunk- “Looks warm and big enough for me to wear it...” Cooked Frog Legs- “How is this fancy food?” Dead Swordfish- “Could make a good weapon if it didn’t smell so bad.” Dead Jellyfish- “I’ve always liked jelly.” Cooked Limpets- “Should stick my pinky out while eatin’ these.” Shark Fin- “The pest’s hat.” Delicious Wobster- “Now this can be called a delicacy.” Bile-Covered Slop- “May as well eat manure.” Extra Smelly Durian- “Smell’s stronger than a corpse’s.” Halved Coconut- “For the true tropical experience.” Red Cap- “Never trust red fungi.” Green Cap- “Still hardly sane to consume.” Blue Cap- “Mixed feelings...” Cactus Flower- “I see flowers awfully often ‘round here.” Bacon and Eggs- “English breakfast is weird.” Butter Muffin- “Don’t think killin’ the butterfly was neccessary.” Dragonpie- “Hopefully not as hot as it looks.” Fishsticks- “I bet a cat would love this.” Fish Tacos- “And now they will swim in my tummy.” First Full of Jam- “It doesn’t help I’m a messy eater...” Froggle Bunwich- “A delicious blasphemy.” Fruit Medley- “More delicate-lookin’ than I’m used to.” Honey Ham- “Surprisingly, it works really well.” Honey Nuggets- “Oh... gonna enjoy every part of it.” Kabobs- “I’m a culinary genius.” Mandrake Soup- “I consider this a good idea somehow.” Meatballs- “Missed these so much!” Meaty Stew- “I’d be stewpid to let it go to waste.” Monster Lasagna- “Only dogs would like this.” Pierogi- “How do I even know how to make all these neat recipes?” Powdercake- “Wouldn’t even feed this to a dog. My prey, however...” Pumpkin Cookie- “Interesting. And tasty.” Ratatouille- “Used to eat this a lot back before all this.” Stuffed Eggplant- “It’s as fillin’ at it looks.” Taffy- “Good thing I don’t care that much ‘bout health.” Turkey Dinner- “I ain’t festive, but this deserves celebration.” Unagi- “Deelicious! Heh.” Waffles- “Always wanted to try these. Mmmm.” Wet Goop- “Somethin’ went wrong.” Flower Salad- “Yes, I’m eatin’ the flower too.” Guacamole- “Not baa-aa-aad.” Ice Cream- “Ahhh, so refreshin’.” Melonsicle- “Perfect to chill with.” Spicy Chili- “ ‘Tis what I call dragon food.” Trail Mix- “What’s that I hear? Is it... jealous gobblin’?” Jellybeans- “These fattened me up as a kid.” Banana Pop- “I stabbed this banana.” Bisque- “Picky in ingredients, but worth it.” California Roll- “Fancier than I’m used to.” Ceviche- “It’s funny to see other people try to pronounce it.” Coffee- “Not a huge fan.” Jelly-O Pop- “Wonder if I can make one with peanut butter?” Lobster Bisque- “Everyone goes nuts for this one.” Lobster Dinner- “Now this is the kinda rich people food I can get behind.” Seafood Gumbo- “Dad would have a ball with this.” Shark Fin Soup- “Don’t think I can eat it with a good conscience.” Surf ‘n’ Turf- “Sure’s got a fun name.” Fresh Fruit Crepes- “Wow, looks pretty.” Monster Tartare- “Eugh! If I really gotta.” Mussel Bouillabase- “Buy... bi... uh, food.” Sweet Potato Souffle- “Sorta looks like a big muffin.” Seeds- “Normally I steal what they produce...” Honey- “Sticks to my gloves.” Butterfly Wings- “The loot of a dead bug.” Butter- “... Well then.” Rot- “Nothing is eternal, I guess.” Rotten Egg- “Takes one to know another.” Phlegm- “I’m gonna hurl.” Blueprint- “Bet this’d burn nicely! Just kiddin’.” Gears- “It’s not murder if it ain’t organic, right?” Ashes- “Nothing valuable ever winds up like this.” Red Gem- “A lively ruby.” Blue Gem- “Sapphire! So refreshin’.” Yellow Gem- “Not gold, but good enough.” Green Gem- “The best color, period.” Orange Gem- “Garnet? I’m not sure.” Manure- “Gotta be pretty bad for me to need this.” Melty Marbles- “Oh, canicas.” Fake Kazoo- “Maybe it can still hold some value.” Gord’s Knot- “Need to read that story sometime.” Gnome- “This could kill a zombie.” Tiny Rocketship- “It ain’t blastin’ off again.” Frazzled Wires- “Don’t remember cutting these off...” Ball and Cup- “Mastered this as a kid.” Hardened Rubber Bung- “Rubber harder than the sole of my boot.” Mismatched Buttons- “I’m cuter.” Second-hand Dentures- “Hope I can find a proper toothbrush instead.” Lying Robot- “Please. Brutal honesty is where it’s at.” Dessicated Tentacle- “Got the feelin’ this will make me very happy...” Webber’s Skull- “Fine, I’ll respect the dead just this time.” Pile o’ Balloons- “If only I had a reason to party.” Codex Umbra- “Smells like a bad idea.” Leaky Teacup- “Wonder if there’s a matchin’ teapot?” White and Black Bishop- “Kinda miss playin’ chess with dad.” Bent Spork- “Get bent.” Toy Trojan Horse- “This one’s actually really cute.” Unbalanced Top- “Lil’ nostalgic lookin’ at it, broken as it is.” Back Scratcher- “Ya scratch my back, I steal when you’re not lookin’.” Beaten Beater- “How much is this worth? Beats me.” Frayed Yarn- “Kitties would find it more endearin’ than I do.” Shoe Horn- “Boots are better for a reason.” Lucky Cat Jar- “If that pig’s got taste at all, he’ll know how important this jar is.” Air Unfreshener- “Should be poop-shaped instead. Ugh.” Potato Cup- “Now I, too, can drink potato-flavored water.” Wire Hanger- “My clothes may be tattered and dirty, but no longer wrinkled!” Iridescent Gem- “I like to look at it... is it lookin’ back at me?” Moon Caller’s Staff- “Now I can moon others too.” Shadow Atrium- “It should not be beatin’.” Beach Toy- “Some sandy guy could use this.” Crumpled Package- “Ya know what they say. One man’s garbage...” Venom Gland- “Fight fire with fire.” Dubloons- “Yes!! Proper money!” Message in a Bottle- “Not now, I’m busy lookin’ for treasure.” Snake Oil- “Tryin’ to fool me. For shame.” Orange Soda- “Sodarn excited to find this.” Voodoo Doll- “Do I or do I not have the heart to ‘play’ with it?” Ukulele- “Well, Aloha O’e.” License Plate- “M’sure I can use this for something...” Ancient Vase- “Ancient things are for museums. Museums pay for this.” Brain Cloud Pill- “Can’t remember what it does. Memory’s foggy.” Wine Bottle Candle- “Waste of good wine.” Broken AAC Device- “Doesn’t seem at all valuable like this.” One True Earring- “Sounds like something worth a fortune!” Old Boot- “Looks good to kick bums with.” Sextant- “Heh. Heheh.” Toy Boat- “I wanna paint a skull and crossbones on the sail.” Soaked Candle- “May have some use still.” Sea Worther- “Feel like a scallywag for not knowin’ what this is.” Iron, Bone and Golden Key- “It unlocks something important. I can feel it.” Tarnished Crown- “Doesn’t seem like sellin’ material.” Failed (Adventure Mode)- “That was a waste of resources.” Obelisk (sane, down)- “This thing gives me a bad feeling.” -- (insane, up)- “So it wasn’t decoration!” -- (sane, up)- “Lemme guess. I can’t blow it up.” -- (insane, down)- “Whoa, who chopped it down?” Divining Rod (before being picked up)- “Why is that radio on a stick?” -- “You’re gonna be a useful friend.” -- (cold)- “Who knows where it is...” -- (warm)- “Must be in this area.” -- (warmer)- “Gotta keep my eyes peeled!” -- (hot)- “It’s mine now!” Maxwell’s Door- “A creepy door in the middle of the woods. Hm.” Maxwell’s Phonograph- “Make that thing stop!” Maxwell Statue- “Vandalism just waitin’ to happen.” Maxwell’s Tooth Trap- “Nice try, old man.” -- (went off)- “Nicely done, old man...” Nightmare Throne- “My butt hurts just lookin’ at it.” Generic- “Heck if I know.” Freedom- “No prison is eternal!” Freezing- “$!@#, I’m cold!!” Battlecry- “De España con amor!” -- (prey)- “Right behind ya.” -- (pig)- “Time to smash the piggy bank!” Leaving combat- “Not my kinda approach anyway.” Dusk- “The sun hides as crime awakes.” Hounds are coming- “I hate that sound.” Deerclops is coming- “What the heck was that!” Eating (painful food)- “Oof. That wasn’t wise.” Hungry- “El hambre...” Lightning miss- “Gave me a $!@# scare!” Overheating- “I’m meltin’...!” Tree shelter- “Nature ain’t so bad, after all.” Giant arrival- “I know for a fact that’s no good.” Refusing to eat Eternal Fruitcake- “I’ll never be desperate enough.” Cave-in warning- “Keep movin’! Keep movin’!” Encumbered (carrying heavy object) - “Hrng... Huff...” - “I ain’t... made for this...!” - “This... is no work... for a thief...” - “Ugh... my everything...” Volcano eruption warning- “Be prepared.” Volcano eruption- “Run like heck and don’t stop!” Sea hounds are coming- “Not even in the sea...” Sealnado is coming- “Pretty windy today, huh.” Map border approaching- “A dead end. Or is it?” Entering map border- “Who knows by this point.” Exiting map border- “Whatever the case, we’re here now.” Riding wave- “Yeehaw!” Formal Set- “Nobody suspects a thief under this perfect look.” Survivor Set- “Sometimes, to find the diamond in the rough, ya gotta become rough yourself.” Shadow Set- “Now acceptin’ worship in the form of your valuables!” Halloween Costume Set- “Monkey business afoot.” Rose Set- “I am now even more of a prick.”

#ooc #character quotes #this took so long oh my god

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turn and run when all I needed was the truth (part II) // self-para

date: Sun, January 01, 2017 trigger warning(s): mentions of ptsd, death, blood. additional notes: part two of five. it should be concerning that I do this to my own character, lol. this was posted way later than I planned.. but better late than never! :~)

1 Week Later...

2017 is the start of a brand new year, and Faith knew he should feel a thrill for it. It's taking finishing another chapter in his life to start a new one. He wasn't suddenly brand new though, like many people presumed. It didn't automatically make him.. fixed.

He was still struggling with everything his mind liked remind him in the quiet moments.

Still relived the horrible moments in his nightmares.

Still stuck in the few debts that follow after him now.

Still parent-less.

It didn't make all of that go away and that's the part that sucked for him. He never wanted any of this to happen (nobody would). He didn't understand why him. It's all seemingly a series of unfortunate events of his life. The police were still trying their best to find any leads, but whoever was behind it was pretty smart and didn't leave much evidence to identify them.

Midnight hadn't been the best.

The fireworks that went off reminded him too much of the incident back in Italy. It left his ears ringing and his heart racing, his palms sweaty no matter how much he'd wipe them on his joggers. The amount of times he's tried to take deep breaths, like he had been taught, was endless. He kept losing his focus each time a firework would go off, his eyes tearing up, and it made him panic even more.

He was afraid that if he didn't breathe, he'd die.

This was one of the many crippling thoughts that have been tormenting the back of his head. None of them would shut up and it was difficult to get around sometimes. He wanted to say that he was getting better at coping, but not by that much. Everything he did took so much effort out of him daily, and sometimes he just wanted to give up on it.

Half the time he found himself either drinking out of a bottle of whatever alcohol he can get himself, or taking something to calm himself down. It's something he's been told not to do, but where were the fucks given? Nowhere.

He just wanted all the feeling to fucking stop.

2:25 PM

Faith was returning to his apartment building after he went out for a walk, thankfully not running into any paparazzi or cameras at all. The fresh air did little to ease his nerves but it had been better than staying in his apartment all isolated. He's walking towards the stairs to go up when someone whistled to get his attention. His head snapped to where he heard it, finding the person behind the front desk beckoning him over.

The male pulled his earphones out, pausing his music, as he approached and his eyes fall on the box that the other had on the desk. He didn't think there would be any mail today, much less packages. "What's this?" He asks, and the man behind the counter scoots it over to him.

"Some guy came by and delivered it." He stated with a slight shrug. "Don't know who it was, but said it was a late Christmas and early birthday gift for you. Enjoy."

Faith's lips pressed into a frown, because there wasn't anyone who he could remember who would do this. Not many people knew where he lived aside from his close friends, and it was a guy after all. "Eh.. alright." He takes the very light package under his arm and he brought it up to his apartment with him.

Once inside he left it on the coffee table in his living room and went to search for a box opener that he knew he had somewhere. He finds it in a drawer and returned to the box. He sat down before cutting it open, turning the flaps over to find plenty of little Styrofoams inside the box. He digs through it until he feels something against his fingertips and brings it out. It's a blank DVD case that has his brows furrowing in confusion.

The brunet can hear the stressed squeaking of his hamster from his bedroom and he sighed in mild annoyance and went to retrieve him. "Relax, Ron." he tells his hamster, opening up the cage to pull him out into his palm. The hamster immediately climbs up his sleeve as he rolls his eyes before he lifted him onto his shoulder while he left back to his living room.

He takes a seat again on the couch, relenting and letting Ron onto the cushion instead of his shoulder. He wasn't sure what was up with him, yet his mind was still trying to figure out what this package is. He was still trying to guess who would send a package to him. He opened the case up and there's a CD, along with instructions to play it on his computer.

Faith found this so odd and suspicious that he cautiously gives a glance over his shoulder, even though he knows he's completely alone. He grabs his laptop from its place on the coffee table and started it up. He placed in the CD in the drive and let it begin to pop up a screen.

It was pitch black and he couldn't hear anything so he unplugged his earphones from his phone to plug into his computer, putting them into his ears and raising the volume a little. He's able to make out a grunting sound, and suddenly the screen gains color and reveals a dimly lit room. However, the main focus is on a man bound to a chair.

His father.

He can't move his eyes off of him, because is this real? Or is this some sick joke? He'd recognize that clothing style anywhere, and that slightly matted brown hair.

Soon it's made evident his dad isn't the only one in the room, two masked figures coming into the frame. They both are holding bats and Faith didn't need a magnifying glass to witness the fear in his dad's eyes. Cruise's pleas are muffled by the gag in his mouth and he's being beaten by the both of them. The bats hit against his chest, his sides, and his shoulders. All over his body.

From then on it's hard to keep his eyes on the screen and listen to the cries and pleas his father released in what Faith could only imagine as his final moments. He bends his legs so he could fold them to his chest, resting his chin on his knees.

The men flip the chair onto the side so Cruise is forced to lay that way while they continue to beat him, and Faith can see the beginning of blood pooling beneath him. It's so graphic and raw that he has to tear his eyes from the video and bury his face into his knees. He assumes the gag falls out of Cruise's mouth because now he can hear his father's clear verbal pleas of 'stop' and his cries of pain. It makes Faith dig his fingers into his calves and keep his face buried.

He's never heard his father this way and it's almost terrifying to hear. He thought seeing his father intoxicated was bad... but compared to this? It leaves something uncomfortable twisting in his stomach and he almost wants to be sick to get rid of the feeling. The sound of the beating ceases, yet his father's whimpers continue. That's when he hears it.

The voice that's been haunting him for months.

"Enough, boys, it's time for a chat."

Faith's head shoots up and he nearly looses his breath when he seems him.

The same blond who shot him nearly a year ago comes into frame, hands cockily poised upon his hips as he approached Cruise. "I was hoping for a better fight, my man."

Derek.

Derek bends down to level with Cruise who couldn't do much as he's still bound to the chair, in pain. "C'mon, are you sure this is how you want your son to see you?"

That caused the injured man to stiffen. "Don't you fucking touch him."

Derek laughed that off. "Getting some balls now that I mention your boy, huh?" The man taunted and he grabs him by the hair, holding his head back. "Not like he's any better, though. He gets himself involved with too many bad people.. then he can't even man up and pay the price. Wonder where he learned that from."

Faith couldn't look away this time, though it wasn't like he had much of a choice. He felt frozen in his spot. He had to know what exactly happened.

Cruise groans when Derek pushed his head down. "I’ve heard a lot about you, but not like it matters now, right? You're here.. too bad he couldn't join. I thought I would save him the pain.. sure that bullet gave him enough." That makes Cruise lunge a little, though he's restrained by his binds.

Derek laughs delightedly. "Oh, this is so cute."

"You tried to kill my son?”

“Did he not tell you?” The blond man chuckled with a wide, wicked grin. “Why, yes, I am.. it’s unfortunate he had to survive. See, he didn’t repay me properly. So I did what I had to do.”

“Just leave him alone. He’s barely even twenty-one yet.”

“Exactly, which is why you’re here.” Derek slowly stood up, brandishing a revolver from his gun holder that was hidden by his long coat. Faith’s heart nearly stopped in his chest.

No..

“If I can’t kill him yet.. I’ll just kill everyone close to him.” He takes it off safety, pointing the barrel towards Cruise. He aimed directly at his head. “Starting with you.”

“No, no.. please..” Faith mumbled beneath his breath, clutching the loose fabric of his shirt, although he already knew the end result.

“Unless, you’d be willing to hand him right over to me?”

Cruise hacked and spat at his feet. “I would never hand him off like baggage. Much to the likes of you. I love my son.”

“How sweet.” Derek cooed, but his finger pulls the trigger to the gun.

Bang!

Faith finally flinched, and tore his gaze away from the screen. He wasn’t even in the room and it echoed in his ears. He’s beginning to feel overwhelmed and he attempts even breaths to keep himself composed. He looked back to the screen, although his sight gone blurry, when he hears a chuckle.

“Look how much that fucker bled.” Derek’s voice rang, the camera being manually handled to show the gruesome fatal injures on his father’s nearly unrecognizable body. There was a lot of blood, and he dried swallow to not get sick right then.

He’s suddenly met with Derek looking directly into the camera, with his creepy ass grin perched on his lips as he obnoxiously smacked on his gum. “Thought you would see the last of me, huh Dane? I’m afraid that’s not how it works. Here’s the deal; you get me my two hundred grand before February, and I won’t be led to such desperate measures.” He flashed a pearly white smile to the camera. “You know my number.”

Just when Faith thinks the video is over with, he speaks again.

“Oh-- and if you try to show the police this, remember that I know who you are. What I can do to ruin you. I’m sure the police would love to know what you’ve been doing illegally for the past four years. No cat and mouse games like last time, and I’ll make sure I don’t miss. I never go down alone. Don’t forget about that.” He winks and the screen goes black, signaling the video is over.

This made him so incredibly mad inside. Derek couldn’t get away with this, but his threats weren’t loose lipped either. He couldn’t just run off to the police without getting his own ass in trouble. This whole situation is a fucking mess and he doesn’t know what to do.

Faith leaned back against his couch, taking in a shaky breath as he covered his face with his hands. He can hear Ron squeaking from beside him, but he’s too shocked and upset to even pick him up.

“Shit.”

He’s so fucked.

TBC.

#sp #self para #private #tw: death #tw: blood #tw: ptsd #i took forever to make this omg #but he found out who did it at least #( ❛ IS THIS THE START OF LIVING OR IS THIS THE END — SELFPARAGRAPHS. )

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ohsnapitssam · 5 years ago

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To my almost. :)

It was 2016 when I first had a connection with you. First year tayo non, second semester. Naghahanap ako ng HYDRO Tickets para sa mga friends ko and I saw you posted in a freshie group na you were selling. Nag chat ako sayo sabi ko im interested and pinareserve ko muna. Pero in the end hindi ko na nabili kasi hindi naman kami tutuloy and nabenta mo naman na sa iba. And ayon. we became internet friends. And I was so mesmerized by your appearance, grabe. Hindi ka naman yung typical guy na kapogian and make girls and other gay guys drool or scream. Pero one thing that made me look back is your awesome personality. Yung usapan natin sa chat, I felt very comfortable even though hindi pa tayo nagkikita personally bale virtually crush palang kita non.

Figure 1.0 First pic na sinend mo sakin. HAHAHAHAHA

Figure 1.1 2016 palang hubadero ka na pota ka HAHAHAHHA

Tapos diba umamin ako sayo non na crush kita tapos sabi mo may boyfriend ka na, w/c is Sid, i said okay and I bypassed this feelings and moved on. (Really?) Tapos ayun magkausap padin tayo through random times. FB, Twitter, texts, calls, etc. Sobrang comfortable talaga ng feeling kapag kausap ka araw-araw.

Figure 1.2 Ito yung unang picture mo na sinave ko sa phone ko non na ACER na bulok HAHAHA. Ito din yung picture na gamit ko sa images ng Messages sa phone ko. :) (Fresh mo pa jan teh)

When First sem starts again second year na tayo non. Hindi parin kita nakikita. Sinabihan mo pa akong cute nung napanood mo ako sa Wish Ko Lang nung segment nung bulag na student sa COC tapos nakita mo ko don lol sabi mo cute ako well ako na to char. Taposl COC Week came, Amazing Race. Blue Team ako non ikaw Green Team. We first interact each other sa main. Naka braid pa buhok mo non and you yelled my name and gave me that sweet smile. I was hardstuck to where I’m standing from that time. Tapos last kami nakatapos ng mga leg don then when we head back to COC andun ka nakatayo sa may puno kina ate Lourdes. Tinawag moko then you hold my hand. I smiled. :) It was the first time we hold hands and I was shocked that time lol pero masaya naman. Then after the event tinext mo ko non e di ko alam kung about saan basta nagtext text tayo non habang nasa byahe ako lol. Tapos palagi kong sinasabi kay ate Jess yung about sayo and kung gaano kita ka crush non that time kasi siya lang kausap ko non nung newbie palang ako

Then everything was fun and awesome ok ok sige friends tayo and all casual lang na paguusap and everything then there’s this day na sabay sabay tayong kumain apat nila Ally and Brit kina ate Lourdes ayun na ata yung last na interaction natin nung 2016 idk, may mga times na nagkikita tayo sa lobby habang nagtetraining kami.

2017, sumali kayo ni Ally sa pep, Natuwa na ako na sumali si Ally sa pep kasi someone close to you joined edi nasa isip ko shet, si Jeremy palagi na manonood samin kasi nandito na si Ally, tapos kinabukasan malalaman ko sasali ka na ring dishuta ka HAHAHAHA edi mas natuwa naman ako pero syempre lowkey kilig lang ako :(( Nung sumali ka, syempre di mo alam gagawin mo, tanga ka pa non e. Lol edi nagpaturo ka sa mga seniors namin kina Jess Alex ng mga ganap natin sa squad. Tapos nakasama ka na din don sa BPOlympics tapos binilhan mo pa ako ng donut surprise mo daw sakin sabi ni Jarem, yung mukhang aso na donut pero hindi ko na mamukhaan kasi pinipi niyo na ata. HAHAHA. Super kilig ako non kasi wala lang I love surprises. Tapos ayon, time came when something is happening between you and Jarem and naconfirm lang naming lahat after compet kasi medyo tinatago niyo pa during cheer season. The moment I knew na something is between you two, i said to myself. okay sige. No grudge, I was happy pa nga for the both of you, really, i am! :) It’s kust na very wrong timing lang talaga tayo and siguro mabagal din ako??? I think. Lol nevertheless, i was happy and shipping you both that time. Secretly and lowkey loving you from afar. Ew. And we were still pretty close since then. and even start kissing on the lips like very damn day we meet and parang wala lang sating dalawa. Just like a friendly gesture. Ganun. And I think sakin mo lang ginagawa and kay Kenji ang pagiging kisser mo? Ewan ko.

2 years passed. 2019. It was still okay, yea keeping things flowy and whatsoever. Then on the second half of the year starting from July, I find out na medyo hindi na kayo okay ni Jarem. Sabi ko, “Anong nangyayari sa dalawa? Issues came up, a lot of things going on inside and outside social media, I know some of it but many of them, no because I’m keeping myself away from being involved. Tapos ayun nga, medyo hindi na kayo okay. Tapos palaging naggagala, staying late hours in Cubao, nag chi-chilltop every after weeks even after training days sa pep. Overnight everywhere, talking about stuff, and i mean EVERYTHING kind of stuff.

Figure 1.3 Wala lang ang cute natin dito so hehehe

Tapos ayun lets jump to this October after compet nung uminom tayo sa Chilltop Lacson to celebrate/mourn our loss sa PUP CLC, naalala ko non we are on the same line of seats pero we are one seat apart nakapagitna kasi satin si Ning, tapos nag CR sila ni Jarem so the seats are vacant and you decided na tumabi sakin. Then during the party you are just so so so sweet and clingy ang dami mong sinasabi sakin na about sa future ko na I’ll do great things and saying that you love me so much makes me feel like, putangina yung puso ko sasabog na sa mga pinagsasabi nitong katabi ko. GANON TALAGA YUNG FEELING, MY MINE! Tapos you are kissing me rin in random times which makes my butterflies in my stomach smother around even harder. Then nung natapos na tayo sobrang bagsak ka na non pota sakin ka pa nagpabuhat sobrang bigat mo, my mine :((( Sabi pa sakin nung katabi nating table non kasi nakasabay natin sila pauwi. “Ingatan mo baby mo ha sweet niyo kanina”. Natawa nalang ako tapos buhat buhat parin ktia non. Bwiset ka. Tapos naghiwa hiwalay na tayong lahat non pumunta tayo kina Chano na dapat kina kuya Jaja tayo tutuloy pero nag insist ka kasi di mo na kaya. Sinamahan kita kasi gusto ko safe ka and tsaka ako nagaalala sayo non. Tapos nung hiniga na kita sa lapag non and me myself sobrang bagsak na katawan ko and pa black out nadin. Tapos next thing I knew, ayun na. Alam mo na yon. Hindi ko na dito ilalalagay lahat ng nangyari ng gabing yon at ng umagang yon and na-open up ko na sayo yon before and hindi ko na isusulat yon dito kasi I have respect for you, my mine ko! :) And remember that time nung niyaya kita sa MOA kasama sila Rommel Ivan and Jarem pero hindi ka nakapunta, you said sorry and you appreciated my invitation pero u still didn’t chose to come kasi nga yung sa inyo ni Jarem that time. And that was also the time na umamin ako sayo na gustong gusto parin kita maging boyfriend ko. Sobrang tanga ko non kasi ang bad timing pero you were so honest and very transparent na hindi pa pwede kasi you have still high hopes with Jarem and I respect that sinabi ko naman sayo yun diba, my mine? Sabi mo pa nga hintayin kita and you will wait for our time to come and I was glad that you had that kind of mindset kasi pota 3 years na akong nakapila sa puso mo eh hahaha. Pero at the same time, things are getting harder and harder on me kasi stage 3 na ako sa sakit ko, and I was so sad that time nung inamin ko sa inyong apat non nila Alli Rommel at Mekai and the whole night I was just staring randomly at people thinking about the one of the biggest decision I made, is to let you go, on your birthday.

Figure 1.4 Skl nilalagyan lang ako ng mga meds sa katawan. DONT BE BOTHERED PLEASE. DI NAMAN YAN CRITICAL ITS JUST NORMAL LOL

Stage 3 Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy is way damn hard to explain when you are in the situation, imagine yourself being neutral and not able to express emotions that much, as if you have your limit to do so. My mine, sobrang lungkot ko kasi feeling ko hindi na ako marerecover. Na hanggang dito nalang ako, so I did this decision to cut off ties with you. I’m not telling you na ikaw ang may kasalanan, kasi you aren’t. Wala kang kinalaman sa sakit ko or whoever person involved (eg. our common friends etc). It’s all on me. I’m sorry if ever I made you sad or angry(???). I deserve it. All the hate you can give, sige go. But one things for sure, I will never ever forget you as one of bestest (cuz best is not the right word to describe you lol) people I ever met in my life. Every memories we had and shared will always be inside me and will never vanish, I promise you that. 3 years I loved you more than any people I loved. As I’ve said to you, I tried finding love to other guys out there but I still end up falling in love with you kasi I see myself and imagine myself with you in the future way way more clearer than the others. And it saddens me to do that because you are the best thing happened to me and I chose to cut ties with you on your own birthday... Ang sama ko sa part na yon. Pero i dont know what you felt about that. Well, it doesn’t matter anymore. My mine, I love you always and what ever happens, I’ll still love you even from afar because that is my promise to you remember? :)

Figure 1.5 Kina kuya Ja to. Cute natin nyakakakakka :)

2020 is fast approaching. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, kakalimutan na kita, my mine. Pero that is the one thing na hindi ko na fullfill. Kasi I can’t and I won’t. I can’t afford to lose every single piece of our great memories just because I have this sickness inside me. Sana when we meet each other ulit somewhere out there, ikikiss mo parin ako, ihuhug mo pari ako, hahawakan mo parin kamay ko, magiging same persons pa rin tayo just like before.

I love you so much, my mine ko! When you finished reading this, I just want you to know na I’m always praying for your safety and for your blessings to come to you and I’m looking forward to see you in your successful self! Isko ka na ulit pero sa UP na. Sobrang nakakatuwa and I’m so indeed happy for you. <3 Super salamat sa lahat ng good and bad memories natin. I appreciate you and your well-being. I’m excited yet nervous when December 31 comes kasi that will be the time when I’ll gice you this blog and siyempre natatakot ako sa kung ano man yung magiging reaction mo. But anyways, ayon lang. Ito na yon. I love you so soooo much, my mine ko! :)

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lildaniiii-blog · 5 years ago

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before 2019 ends, these are the 19 persons i really appreciate this year a thread 1. Pau, my first cell leader. thank u for always listening, for being part of my healing and introducing the church to me. alam kong paulit ulit na ako pero *insert pic of me na naiiyak na* ang laki ng nagbago sa life ko simula ng maging leader kita, ever since na inintroduce mo sakin ang concept of God, nag iba talaga lahat. Although aaminin ko ang dami ko paring pagkukulang as a person and child of God (there are still times that I doubted Him kahit paulit ulit mo akong ineencourage), thank you kasi di ka nagsasawa sa kaka reach out sakin. Again, kulang ang mga salitang 'thank you'. Continue to be a blessing to everyone. love youuu!! 💖💗💞 2. Joyce, one of my best friends na parang kapatid ko na rin (dahil sa height sksksks) na alam na alam ang story ng buhay ko + my gala buddy. sobrang di ko inexpect na magiging ganito tayo kaclose. namimiss ko yung mga days na naggagala tayong dalawa tas di tayo maubusan ng kwento about sa mga buhay natin. ang cute lang kasi almost same din tayo ng situation before, at i appreciate na sabay tayong nagmomove forward. natutuwa ako kasi gumaganda ka lalo (sana ako din char haha, u'll see). love you girl!! more gala at kwento pa in the next years to comeeee 💞💞 3. Shane Rei, my first and best friend in elbi. thank you talagaaa kasi grabe gumaan unang sabak ko sa college dahil sayo. sobrang nagwoworry talaga noon kung makakahanap talaga ako ng friend sa elbi since mahiyain at awkward talaga ako, but then you came, yieee. natutuwa ako sayo kasi ang clingy mo, then you also know how to listen, at marunong ka makiramdam sa mood ko, u really know how to emotionally connect with people, plus i like your healthy lifestyle nakaka inspire hehe. love u talagaaaaa friends parin tayo kahit di na tayo super classmates ha?? And also with u, James and Vince, although di pa ako ganun ka open sa inyo, i really appreciate the company and all the fun that we had, natutuwa ako sa mga kalokohang natututunan ko sa inyo HAHAHAHAHA. Kayo talaga ang pinaka naging support system ko. Love youuuu. 💖💖 4. Ron, natatawa ako kasi napagkamalan tayong mag jowa amp HAHAHAHAHAHAA pero ayun, para ka talagang kapatid ko, salamat talaga sa pakikinig sa rants, sa pangungulit kahit na nasa elbi na ako, sa pag support sa elbi life ko kahit na abnormal ka madalas HAHAHAHA. nakakaproud ka kasi mas mataas gwa mo sakin huhu. miss ko na mga vm mo hahaha send ka uliiiii. marami pa kaming pusa bigyan kita ng isa pa skskskks char. natutuwa ako sayo sa changes mo, sana mag tuloy tuloy ha? pangalagaan ang sarili palagi ha? thank you talagaaaaa 💚💚 5. July Jay, my one and only brother. my first bestfriend and partner in crime lol. thankful ako sayo kasi alam mo as in lahat lahat ng kagagahan ko lol, thankful ako kasi kahit na lalaki ka naiintindihan mo ko (in fact mas gusto ko humihingi ng advice sayo kasi bukod sa mga matatanglinghaga mong mga pananalita, nakakakuha ako ng 'perspective' on how boys think). sana maging madaldal ka na rin sa school di lang sakin ha? mas bata ka sakin pero alam kong mas matalino ka talaga sakin e, medj tamad ka lang HAHAHAHA charot. penge namang height dyan oh huhu. love you my brotheeerrr 💙💙 6. Ate Hazel - my current leader. grateful po ako na napabilang ako sa team nyo. iniisip ko talaga before na di ko pa deserve na mapasama sa inyo kasi di pa talaga ako mature as a Christian, pero ayun, thank you po sa patuloy na pagtitiwala sakin. palagi akong naguguility kasi di ko magawa gawa yung tungkulin ko bilang disciple lalo na nung nag aral ako sa elbi, pero thank you kasi naiintindihan nyo parin po ako. sorry po kasi di po ako nakikipag communicate ng maayos minsan hehe. love you poooo 💞💕 7. Trisha and Jeanne - guuuyysss waaaahhh miss ko na kayooo, thank youu, especially with u trisha kasi kahit nasa elbi na ako kinakausap mo parin ako. naappreciate ko mga calls mo at pakikinig sa rants ko kahit na ako talaga yung type na mahilig makiapag usap sa phone skskskks. hope you find yourself and your happiness sa mga susunod na taon. and jeanneee, miss you na gurl meet din sana tayo minsan ha. love you gurls 💕💓 8. Erica and April - as always, thankful ako sa inyo kasi kahit na may kanya kanya na tayong buhay nandyan parin kayo, still my best best friends. thankyou sa pag support sakin, although bihira nalang din tayo mag usap, alam nyo naman na mahalaga parin kayo sa puso ko yiiee. So ano, kailan na next meet up? HAHAHAHA love you guysss 💞💗 9. Janine - my beshiewaps since elementary. thank you girl!!! sa haba haba ng panahon nandyan ka parin, nanlilibre ng milk tea at nanghihingi ng load, charot, i mean nandyan ka parin to support me sa lahat lahat. although ayun, super daldal mo parin talaga kaya sa mga madadalang na pagkikita natin ang dami ko paring di nakukwento sayo huhu. love youuuu libre ko ha?? char 💚💚 10. Ricardo, lol originally i cocodename ko lang dapat to pero ano pa dapat ikahiya diba? kaya, sige. wala rin akong matinong pic together so yan nalang 😅. well except sa math (which is super cliche hnngg mamaw ka talaga litchi), yang mga bagay na yan reminds me something sayo, bahala ka na mag isip HAHAHA. anyway, thank you for being an inspiration hehe. though di ko na alam nangyayari sayo ngayon, i know you are doing great kahit san ka man dalhin ng panahon at pagkakataon haha. 'wish you the best of all this world could give' huehue, alam kong magiging successful engineer ka, no doubt with that. God bless 😊😊 11. BS Bio Bloc U1 + classmates sa ibang course sa elbi, ang galing natin guys!! nasurvive natin ang first sem sa uplb. thank you sa inyo, sa mga maliliit na paraan nainspire nyo ako without u knowing. looking forward na mas maging close ko pa kayo. laban lang ng laban guys ha? sasablay din tayooooo. Ajaaa!! Fighting!!!! 💓💓 12. roommates, hey roomies! thank you sa inyooo!! pare-pareho tayong may struggles sa journey natin sa UP life, pero ayun thankful ako kasi nandyan kayo to support me, to support each other. lam nyo ba nung nandito na ako sa qc, namiss ko bigla abnormal na tawa (no, kaabnormalan talaga as a whole HAHAAH labyu) ni rissany, tas yung mga rants and opinions ni megan, tas si iris na earlier riser pero early to bed palagi. hehehe labyuuuu 💗💗 13. Churchmates - from the pastors and pastora, sa mga leaders, sa mga naging teacher ko sa life group at SOL 1 & 2, hanggang sa mga kagaya ko ring disciples, thank you. kakaibang saya talaga naidudulot nyo sa buhay ko at sa family ko simula ng maging part ako ng church. para ko na rin kayong pamilya. alam kong pasaway ako at hindi perfect, at lately di na ako nakakasama sa mga gatherings, pero thankful ako kasi everytime na babalik ako, u guys still love and accept me the same. love u all with the love of the Lord 💖💖 14. Bg group - hello guysss!! thank you sa inyo, thank you kasi everytime na kasama ko kayo, nararamdaman ko talaga na belong ako, i hope na bawat isa satin ay lalo pang maggrow as a person at mas mag grow pa sa faith. more bonding pa, more kainan pa at more fellowship pa sa mga susunod pang mga taon. iloveyou all!! 💗💗 15. Diamond - miss ko na tong mga to, tuwing may reunion gusto ko talagang pumunta, kaso lang its either walang time or sobrang nahihiya talaga ako sa inyo. sama ko nadin ang YES-O, miss ko na mag tree planting at gumala with u guys. sana naaalala nyo pa ako. one of my regrets din talaga yung very awkward at passive personality ko dati e, edi sana close ko kayo hanggang ngayon huhu. lablab ko kayoooooo 💞💞 16. stem 12-02, miss na miss na miss ko na tong mga to. may part talaga sakin na parang kulang ang 2 years, i wish mas marami pa tayong mga away (char lang hahaha), ay este mga memories na nagagawa with each other, at ang dami talaga sa inyo na gusto ko pa maging close, kaso wala ih, kulang ako sa kapal ng mukha HAHAHAHA char. pero seryoso, nagreregret ako, sana mas gumawa pa ako ng mas marami pang memories with u. ang dami ko ring naappreciate sa inyo kahit yung mga bihira ko lang makausap, or yung mga nag aasar lang sakin dyan (sino sino kaya yung mga yun? hmm), pero basta yun, lagi akong gumagawa ng scenario sa isip ko na kasama ko kayo WAAAHH miss ko na talaga kayo. as in. iba kasi talaga kayo ih. reunion naman dyan baka naman char love you allllllll!!! 💓💗💖 17. Mama, hi mamaaa!! thank you po sa laging pag aasikaso sa amin. kyut kyut mo talaga ma kahit matampuhin kaaa HAHAHA sorry po kung di ko kayo nasunod na wag tumuloy sa elbi, di mo pa ako pinapansin nung unang uwi ko from elbi, kaso ayun, alam ko namang di mo ako matitiis at talagang namiss mo lang ako yieee cute cute ni mama HAHAHAHA love you maaaaaa 💕💕 18. Papa, hello papa!! sa unang unang lalaking nagmahal sakin (yiiee). thank you po talaga sa lahat lahat. sobrang nakikita ko talaga kung gaano ka nagsa sacrifice at nagtatrabaho para lang mapag aral kami ng kapatid ko. di man ako gaano kashowy sa inyo, i want to say na mahal na mahal ko po kayo ni mama. i promise na pagbubutihan ko pag aaral ko and will always do my best. ☺💗️ 19. Self, wala lang, appreciate ko lang sarili ko bakit ba? HAHAHAHA char. Hi seeeellff!! I appreciate u for being brave, for choosing a more difficult road, for continuing learning and growing (not physically though but yeah), for striving to be a better version everyday, kahit na may mga times na mahirap at bumabalik parin sa anxious thoughts at kawalan ng disiplina (yan tayo eh tsk tsk tsk), but atleast u are trying. you did your best this year and this first sem in UP, wag ka na madisappoint sa sarili mo ha? makakabawi ka rin, umpisa palang ng lahat. laban lang ha? 'til that day comes na makikita mo sarili mo sa stage, nakasuot ng sablay, at makikita mo mga magulang mo at lahat ng mga taong nagmamahal sayo na proud na proud sayo. this may sound absurd but, i love you, self!! kayang kaya mo yan 💓💓💓 (draft palang wala pang pics hahaha)

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Pokemon Yellow Nuzlocke: Part II

Hello there, Starscream! Hello! Greetings. What madness is this? Who knows? Is the screen blurry for you? Not terribly, no. Ahh, it was on my end. It looks normal to me Hello! Hello! Seems legit. Why does he have no shoes? I do not like that the small creature has no shoes. .... ... "As bitch" Did you pause it, or is the stream doing something bad? Post-update, the stream's always doing something bad.

... Seems legal! Looking for one without the logo in the corner because it annoys me. Wasn't "snakes" code for... some ethnic group or something Knowing humans, probably. Mobile poob. Oh my god Oh boy Oh my god Well said. Oh my god. they cannot help but be dysfunctional with every breath Brief 30 second advertisement. Maybe they could take bitcoin! OH BOY Of being kidnapped and mugged. Oh my god. ............ ewwwwwwww Holy shit Dear Unicron. The flashing was distracting I can imagine. I still can't believe we named the pig monkey that. I think it's appropriate. AND hilarious. Agreed! I had to run an errand, what have I missed? What was happening in the stream when you left? Oh! Naming! Suggestions! Fluffy. 😃 The beginning of a staff meeting was going on when I had to leave. Well, basically, the people they invited into their "Paddy's Wagon" were not impressed and they kind of... kidnapped and mugged a bunch of people And dropped them off in the woods. That can happen when one signs up to a drinking convoy. Also, the "leprechaun trap" caught a guy They had an argument over whether he was a leprechaun and kinda... tortured him a bit. Eventually it turned out he was a pickpocket. And they dumped him in the woods, too. A fine adventure. I am sorry to have missed it. And it also turned out that maybe he was in fact a leprechaun? Or maybe the paint-drinker was hallucinating. I'm sorry we can't get this crysalis thing I'm thinking of trading someone out for the new rock. Yes, get Fluffy big and strong Put Witwicky in the Box. Make him suffer neglect It's What He Deserves Fluffy's sturdy. That might save a life down the road. Unless it learns self destruct. Unless that. Also, Alpinacee already knows a fighting move and is capable of learning more. Is... that a thing? Do geodudes blow themselves up? When they get bigger, I think it is a thing they do. Huh. That said, I never claim to know that much about these monsters. I am certainly too old to become a pokemon master myself. That sprite looks... weird. Fluffy has some very unusual growths. Maybe they're like... round stalagmites Oh, Fluffy, I already like you. I'm going to take you far in the world. Love how we just cut in line every time. Outta the way, kid! Pokemaster coming through! We were destined to either run into a geodude or one of those horrid bats no one likes and I'm thrilled at our luck. I just realized. He looks like a cabbage! We will still somehow end up with a bat. Just out of spite. What is Alpina, again? Nidoran female. Ohhhhh, right! Ohhhhh, right! Time for another mugging! "I'm waiting for my friends to find me here" doesn't exactly make it seem like SHE'S attacking US We are absolutely attacking the other children, killing their pets, and stealing their money. Tonight's theme is mugging. It is, isn't it. Oh! A paras! 😀 Even that leprachaun from the first video might've been plotting to mug them. There are so many lovely and hideously venomous pokemon in this game~ Did that guy have... a whip? probably Yes, that's a whip 😕 For whipping disobedient children. Is that better or worse than if it were for whipping pokemon That would depend upon who you are asking. Cabbage vs orange Wait, what just happened Ohhhh Wheeljack! Red! About to hotbox the frag out of my ship What is this Excellent. Knock Out is beating up children... and the occasional weird adult... and their pets, for $$$ Pokemon Yellow, Nuzlocke run. If the little monsters faint, they die. nice Also, limited to catching the first wild pokemon we meet in each area so it IS possible to make it to the end of the game and not have enough of a team to survive it what is that, a rock? Yeah, it's a Geodude A rock with arms. .... Rockman? Red, is that rockman?? Rock with fists! Rockman Returns Son of Rockman Unicron blessed. Rockman Messiah. If we find a Clefairy, I'm taking it for no other reason than they're rare and we'll almost certainly never use it. Do it. It would not be the first cheat we have overlooked. Go, Fluffy! Anakin You know. Because sand. Take the dome fossil. Do they do something? It is the superior one. You can revive the pokemon that it once was. Why can't you just grab 'em both, I mean you beat this kid into the ground already-- Ohhhh. Nice. Jessie! James! 😀 I love these idiots. Gasp How dare you hurt Meowth. He must be killed. GASP. All who oppose must perish. He's just sleeping. Gasp! Our monsters are growing up. She looks so TRIUMPHANT. As she should be! She's ruthless! blasting off agaiiiiiiiind *again Is this a new area? Are we allowed to get... A NEW POKEMON? That was entirely too close a call. In the future, no more skimping on antidotes. It would have been a terrible anticlimactic end. Oh--poison continues out of combat? Yes. Ahhhh. Sounds vaguely unsavory. "Haha, Bill will do ANYTHING for rare pokemon, if you know what I mean" Well, time to pay Bill a visit! Starscr, can't believe you don't even name your pokemons. It's like you don't care. ...Okay, two cheat cards. Oh--oh no! Special. Little. Boy. Not Lambo! That never happened. I didn't see anything if none of you saw anything. I was looking at something in another tab, personally. Seems unfair that pokemon names get more characters than player/rival names. That's right, Night human. You were. Putting the most disposable first? Another Mankey? More like the most in need of training. Be right back. Well done, Rat With No Name! Always with the poison. And those horrifying flashes. Back! Oh, so THAT'S what the flashing is. I thought it was just... part of that area. What'd I miss? No one died. Ominous but okay. Fluffy's saving Lambo the indignity of being repeatedly killed by small birds. Fluffy's nice that way. Lambo seems to be very fragile. And the game will never let him evolve. I'm starting to consider him more of a pet than a battling Pokemon. That's valid. He is your mascot. As you travel the world, killing everything in your way. Awwwww, you can't ACTUALLY join Team Rocket? You just say no in a cutscene? Bah. To be fair, with all the trainers we've been mugging, they're not good enough for US That's fair. I'm convinced that was my offscreen response. Ha. Oh, the people on the bridge scare you, and then someone comes along and beats all of them, so you attack that person? Thinker of the year award! Name! Audrey II Yes! !!!! TEN characters for pokemon names. And only seven for your own name !! : D So I missed... exactly HOW you got Rodimus there? That kid just gave you him? Apparently. Gosh. Gosh. Time to train. He's just a baby. But we'll raise him up into a beautiful, full fledged disaster. I've actually never met a Rodimus in my life. You're missing out. I hear they are noisy. Baby's leveling up already. Oooooo. I like this one. Violet? GASP. Oh is this because of its evolution It's because of its eyes and mouth. Oh, come on! It's cute! Moth, fly. Doesn't matter, I'm clever. Absolutely adorable, right up until it becomes a moth with mandibles that take up half its face Still adorable. If down the road we all decide we love it, we'll rename it Violet. There's NOTHING WRONG with having mandibles that take up half your face. Agreed! I just love it when it's a fuzzbug ...also, you can rename things? A few towns on. Nice. This is SO Zelda overworld. Isn't it just? : D Love that Nidorina. I'm glad you got her. *is concerned* Seems like they should've gotten more xp for that. That was brutal. I forgot how much psychic powers suck for you in this game That was brutal and concerning. I thought for sure we were going to lose someone. we're gonna be fine for a few gyms, but then we have to face the Psychic gym We will need a ghost. And will likely still lose party members. Well, that's sobering. "I wish my guy was as good as you!" I get that a lot. Ha! I wouldn't normally hike back after one battle, but that slowpoke encounter terrified me. Yeah, me too. And really, why NOT get all the free healing you can? Does running away have a failure chance? Yes. Sometimes you cannot escape. Ah. Baby's first solo kill! ... Good work, little creature. Great, now Rodimus can leer. Inevitable. Get your own clefairy, you moocher. So this is Bill. A little TOO into pokemon, if you know what I mean. All aboard the S.S. Bang Ship. Bill's favorite mode of transportation. Pfffft! Innocent bystanders are always dressed like team rocket. "I'm an innocent bystander," says the guy with a whip and a shirt with a big R on the front "And if you don't believe me, I'll kill you!" But we get to keep the stolen property we recovered, right? Or course. So shines a good deed in a naughty world. !!!!!! She BUFF. yuuup Guy over there just chilling in the water. Lambo''s benched, so we need that Bulbasaur. So she offers you the Bulbasaur if she sees you giving potions to pokemon? If the pikachu is happy enough. Ohhhh. ...What WOULD be a good name for a Bulbasaur Leafy Doom? Doom Bloom Tailgate? I love a good theme and it's stubby. Hee! Go for it. No Audrey II? Audrey II's face makes me uncomfortable. Shall we leave it there for tonight? I'm tempted to bump these up to weekly; I'm having that much fun with this. Weekly? Yeah! That sounds great. I would be on board for weekly sessions. It's all I can do to put it down now! Gambling with these little creatures' lives is addicting. All in good fun. One never knows when it will all go horribly worng. Exhibit A, slowpoke. Yeah. All right, all right, to be continued! I look forward to it! And for our sign off video... .... That is not an encouraging title. ..... "They found him reading the bible, without his pants" .... Well. The correct way to end this evening. The only correct way. Goodnight, and thank you for hosting. Until next time! I look forward to it! Good night! Yes, thank you for the stream! And see you next week! See you then!

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